This Christmas, I had a wonderful time with family and friends, and blessed as I am to come from a split family, the fun continues for me today as my mom and I celebrate our belated Christmas day. But this post is really only about the holidays in a round about way.
You see, this year, my Christmas wish list included an Ipod touch, and as its a fairly expensive gift, it was one that I didn't entirely expect to receive. Needless to say, I was oh, so surprised and grateful when it arrived under the tree in a roofing equipment box [thanks much, Dad! :)].
Since then, Itunes has been a close comrade, primarily due to Ping, which, if you're not aware, allows people to share musical preferences, much like Facebook status updates or Tweets. Generally speaking, I think Itunes is an interesting platform, and a unique way about music sales in the digital age. But in terms of Ping, I'm actually quite pleasantly surprised, as already I've stumbled upon bands I may not have otherwise, via the suggestions of others.
I have been out of my musical loop for the past year or so. Its funny, lyricism has always been close to my heart, and as both an amateur singer and songwriter, I have made it my mission from time to time to "binge song search," so to speak. Not having cable and being rather removed from the mainstream (as somewhat of a personal experiment) in the past year, I've missed a few opportunities to do this, but now I'm back in...wholeheartedly.
All of that in mind, if everyone has already heard and loved my latest find, then "Here here!" to all of you, and my apologies for being last on the bandwagon. If not, I would urge you to check out Mason Jennings' album, The Flood. Most spectacularly, it includes a song titled Between the Lines, which I am happy to say has swept me rather off of my feet. Its been quite some time since I've stumbled on an honest, unassuming love song, and let me tell you, this one has a big, kind heart, with a sweet-home sound. Somewhat reminiscent of older Ben Kweller, but with a bit more depth, its bound to go down in my personal hall of simple love song fame. Kudos, Mason Jennings.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Cookies in the Bathtub?
I intended to post last night. I baked and baked and had a lovely time! I took photos and thought of all the wonderful commentary I might share with you about the experience and about holidays and tradition. Then, 8:30pm rolled around and I realized I was quite out of time; I had an important ladies night event to attend at my friend and manager's house. So, I bagged up my goodies, set the brownies to cool, and burst through my front door into the frigid night air...blog un-blogged. Alas, my friends, this post is doomed to be a strange one, full of half finished thoughts and yesterday's mental meandering.
BEFORE I can get into the events of days past though, I feel its probably wise to preface with my experiences thus-far today.
2am: Curl up in bed next to an already sleeping Tavi.
2am-5am: Listen to Tavi almost-snore...which is not his norm, and most definitely an annoying occurrence.
8:15am: Wake up to Tavi's alarm as he gets ready to leave for a haircut.
Sometime roughly between 8:15 and 8:45: Hear lots of shuffling and Tavi profess his love to me. I am surly in the mornings and most any circumstance in which my sleep is disturbed, so I said something along the lines of "I asked you to be quiet, and you're telling me you love me?? Go get your haircut and let me sleep for another 15 minutes!" (Apparently I take this sleep stuff WAY too seriously. As an afterthought I feel kinda bad, but the truth is, its just how I roll. I blame my mom. She never woke me as a baby.)
9:05am: Fine. I'll get out of bed. I hate you all.
9:20-9:45: Get ready and for some stupid reason decide to dry my hair since its frickin frackin freezin outside in lieu of eating breakfast. Dumb. But you'll see why soon...wait for it...
10:00am: Arrive at work. Instant crowd. Oh, my dear god, its cold. Why are you people here already? Wow, retail the last Saturday before Christmas, I love you? Heh heh...
Noonish...maybe...I have no concept of time during this point of the day: Tavi arrives, as per my txt request (thank you past self, for thinking ahead on this one), to be my hero in shining armor, baring the sweet sweet gift of Jamba Juice. Yum! Thanks, love, you saved me!
4:00pm: I ask Amanda, my manager, "Hey, Amanda, has anyone had their break yet?" To which she chortles and replies, "No, and its 4:00pm...." She went on about something involving grabbing food if we want but its almost not worth it or something. I tuned out. It was 4:00pm??????????????????? Good, god, when did that happen? Ok, fuck eating, lets just be done with this workday.
4:25pm: This is the slowest goddamn hour in existence.
5:20pm: Leave work. Get in car. Head towards Wendy's for a Spicy Chicken Ceasar Salad (my fast/quasi healthy food of choice these days).
5:50pm: Stop at home to use ladies room and change my coat. Get in Jayney's car with Tav and Jayney to go to Willow Creek for their annual Christmas Eve show (a Tavi and Jayney tradition). Yes, I did pout internally about having to go. I wanted to lay down on my bed and not move all night. My stomach hurt and I was hungry...I did NOT want to sit in church for an hour +. BUT, I went. And it was great. Beautiful music, stunning dance, and a wonderful visual story of what the birth of Jesus might have been like if it had happened in 2010. I nearly cried. For real...tears to the eye...and not just the kind that form when you're yawning and trying to hide it because you're in church and you don't want people to think that you're really crying because the priest is saying something about the economy and hardship and you're ten and all you want to be doing is reading or something, but that's disrespectful...and its not like you don't enjoy the sermon, its just that you're ten...but that's another story. :) ANYwho, Willow was worthwhile. I got to sing loudly and very much in tune (which, I remembered, was one of my very favorite aspects of church, back when I attended regularly...I no longer do, for various reasons, but that too, is another tale for another time), and I was blessed with precious memories with Tav and his mum.
9:30ishpm: We are at Kohls in Wheaton, and Tavi, bless his heart, is agonizing over what coat to get. Long story.
10:15pm: Finally, back at home. Yes, Tavi, dear, we did make it in the time-frame you mentioned. Good job. Here's a cookie. Ooooh, wait...burn! ;)
10:25pm: I shoot the shit with Andrew for a bit, whom had a very physically trying day of recovery, but was able to bond with his bed. I'm jealous.
11:00pm: Tavi returns with Arbys. Yes, more fast food. I'm sick of it, but you know what? I'm starvin, Marvin, and there's NO way I'm making a meal right now. Tav is now downstairs watchin tv, I'm blaggggin, and Andrew is still in bed.
Soooo, all of that said, you have about 10 more minutes of my time. Then I will be retiring to my gloriously comfortable bathtub, which will be filled with epson salt for my aching back and shins, as well as lovely lavender bubbles...because I am a woman, and we, as the fairer sex, have earned the right to aroma therapy (what with centuries of childbirth and all).
I love the holidays, don't get me wrong. I will never be the person who moans and groans about them, no matter how hectic they get. There is something quaint and reassuring about the ebb and flow of tradition and time spent driving family batty, all to the sound of White Christmas, over and over again. This year though, has been a new type of busy for me, and I am proud to say, that in the midst of it, I was able to find calm in baking. I made chocolate/mint chip cookies (which are apparently the rage this year, as Amanda made them too...yes, two people = rage), and yummy Ghirardelli chocolate chip brownies.
Yes, mum, I did get to eat some of my treats...and some of the brownie batter. And I am convinced, beyond all doubt, that I am impervious to salmonella poisoning via egg, simply due to years and years of building raw cookie dough tolerances. I WILL be passing this on to my children.
Here are the pics!
And yes, my spoon is smiling. :)
Ok, bath time. And maybe a cookie. Probably a cookie.
*mmmmnnnummmnuuuumm* *crunch crunch crunch* *ahhhhhhhhHHhhhhhh*
-Jen
BEFORE I can get into the events of days past though, I feel its probably wise to preface with my experiences thus-far today.
2am: Curl up in bed next to an already sleeping Tavi.
2am-5am: Listen to Tavi almost-snore...which is not his norm, and most definitely an annoying occurrence.
8:15am: Wake up to Tavi's alarm as he gets ready to leave for a haircut.
Sometime roughly between 8:15 and 8:45: Hear lots of shuffling and Tavi profess his love to me. I am surly in the mornings and most any circumstance in which my sleep is disturbed, so I said something along the lines of "I asked you to be quiet, and you're telling me you love me?? Go get your haircut and let me sleep for another 15 minutes!" (Apparently I take this sleep stuff WAY too seriously. As an afterthought I feel kinda bad, but the truth is, its just how I roll. I blame my mom. She never woke me as a baby.)
9:05am: Fine. I'll get out of bed. I hate you all.
9:20-9:45: Get ready and for some stupid reason decide to dry my hair since its frickin frackin freezin outside in lieu of eating breakfast. Dumb. But you'll see why soon...wait for it...
10:00am: Arrive at work. Instant crowd. Oh, my dear god, its cold. Why are you people here already? Wow, retail the last Saturday before Christmas, I love you? Heh heh...
Noonish...maybe...I have no concept of time during this point of the day: Tavi arrives, as per my txt request (thank you past self, for thinking ahead on this one), to be my hero in shining armor, baring the sweet sweet gift of Jamba Juice. Yum! Thanks, love, you saved me!
4:00pm: I ask Amanda, my manager, "Hey, Amanda, has anyone had their break yet?" To which she chortles and replies, "No, and its 4:00pm...." She went on about something involving grabbing food if we want but its almost not worth it or something. I tuned out. It was 4:00pm??????????????????? Good, god, when did that happen? Ok, fuck eating, lets just be done with this workday.
4:25pm: This is the slowest goddamn hour in existence.
5:20pm: Leave work. Get in car. Head towards Wendy's for a Spicy Chicken Ceasar Salad (my fast/quasi healthy food of choice these days).
5:50pm: Stop at home to use ladies room and change my coat. Get in Jayney's car with Tav and Jayney to go to Willow Creek for their annual Christmas Eve show (a Tavi and Jayney tradition). Yes, I did pout internally about having to go. I wanted to lay down on my bed and not move all night. My stomach hurt and I was hungry...I did NOT want to sit in church for an hour +. BUT, I went. And it was great. Beautiful music, stunning dance, and a wonderful visual story of what the birth of Jesus might have been like if it had happened in 2010. I nearly cried. For real...tears to the eye...and not just the kind that form when you're yawning and trying to hide it because you're in church and you don't want people to think that you're really crying because the priest is saying something about the economy and hardship and you're ten and all you want to be doing is reading or something, but that's disrespectful...and its not like you don't enjoy the sermon, its just that you're ten...but that's another story. :) ANYwho, Willow was worthwhile. I got to sing loudly and very much in tune (which, I remembered, was one of my very favorite aspects of church, back when I attended regularly...I no longer do, for various reasons, but that too, is another tale for another time), and I was blessed with precious memories with Tav and his mum.
9:30ishpm: We are at Kohls in Wheaton, and Tavi, bless his heart, is agonizing over what coat to get. Long story.
10:15pm: Finally, back at home. Yes, Tavi, dear, we did make it in the time-frame you mentioned. Good job. Here's a cookie. Ooooh, wait...burn! ;)
10:25pm: I shoot the shit with Andrew for a bit, whom had a very physically trying day of recovery, but was able to bond with his bed. I'm jealous.
11:00pm: Tavi returns with Arbys. Yes, more fast food. I'm sick of it, but you know what? I'm starvin, Marvin, and there's NO way I'm making a meal right now. Tav is now downstairs watchin tv, I'm blaggggin, and Andrew is still in bed.
Soooo, all of that said, you have about 10 more minutes of my time. Then I will be retiring to my gloriously comfortable bathtub, which will be filled with epson salt for my aching back and shins, as well as lovely lavender bubbles...because I am a woman, and we, as the fairer sex, have earned the right to aroma therapy (what with centuries of childbirth and all).
I love the holidays, don't get me wrong. I will never be the person who moans and groans about them, no matter how hectic they get. There is something quaint and reassuring about the ebb and flow of tradition and time spent driving family batty, all to the sound of White Christmas, over and over again. This year though, has been a new type of busy for me, and I am proud to say, that in the midst of it, I was able to find calm in baking. I made chocolate/mint chip cookies (which are apparently the rage this year, as Amanda made them too...yes, two people = rage), and yummy Ghirardelli chocolate chip brownies.
Yes, mum, I did get to eat some of my treats...and some of the brownie batter. And I am convinced, beyond all doubt, that I am impervious to salmonella poisoning via egg, simply due to years and years of building raw cookie dough tolerances. I WILL be passing this on to my children.
Here are the pics!
And yes, my spoon is smiling. :)
Ok, bath time. And maybe a cookie. Probably a cookie.
*mmmmnnnummmnuuuumm* *crunch crunch crunch* *ahhhhhhhhHHhhhhhh*
-Jen
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Winter's Lament
The sun is heavy;
Already tired as she moves
Pregnant, full
Across the November sky.
Nay, it is December,
And her weight is born
Of the same cause
As my worn forgetfulness.
It is slowing time.
Molasses, gathers in our blood,
Yet we ignore
This call to hibernate.
Unnatural creatures,
Rarely giving pause
To surmise the design
Making our fellow mammals rest;
Oh soft, how they move,
Shaking their heads,
For they know the pace
To which the race ends.
-JMS
This is an original poem that I penned at the birth of winter last year (2009) and haven't shared with the world until now. I can't say I currently feel quite as introspective as I did at the time I wrote it, but I think that's all the more reason to post it now. I'm quite busy, and happy to be, as most of my free-time work is centered around art and creation, a point for which I am grateful. Freelance projects seem to be knocking at my door regularly now (thank you to those of you who have a hand in that!), and I have the outlines of a plan for my future forming in my head, after many long months of self actualization drought. All of that in mind, it still seems important to remember a slower, more natural pace. For even though my life, as governed by our society, cannot currently rest for the winter months, I can find example in the creatures who wait patiently for their Spring to come.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Tangled
Tangled was superb. Definitely a throw back to Disney's past animated glory. For those of you who would consider some of their more recent flicks a disappointment, rest-assured, this new production lends hope to the theory that they are returning to an era of well written screen adaptations and classic animation styling.
That's my two cents.
I'm dead tired. Sorry to be brief.
Ciao!
That's my two cents.
I'm dead tired. Sorry to be brief.
Ciao!
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Busy Times for Busy Minds...
...And mine is running on overdrive!
So, in about 3 minutes from the time I sit down to write this post, my Blueverve Studio will be featured in the Photography Art section of Etsy. Wooohoo!
Ok, so this is actually a purchased spot, and not actually as cool as it would be if I had been placed up in a featured position because a webmaster at Etsy thought my store was the bomb-diggety, but that's ok. It's a step in the direction of getting noticed, and at this point, that's the best I can do. If you get a chance to stop by today (as yes, it is now past 12:00am on Thursday, December 2nd, 2010), be sure to let me know what you think of the prints I have posted thus far. I'm all ears for suggestions in terms of what you'd like to see more of (print sizes, types of photography, color schemes, multiple prints from a series for sale together at discounted rates, etc.).
Also, on a related note, last night I was able to finish up my first oil on wood, large scale painting. I'm pretty excited...it turned out pretty well for a first go. There's certainly a lot to take in, so give it a few moments to "speak to you." Its been pretty funny, most of the people who have seen it thus far in its various stages of completion have been very vocal about what they've seen hidden in the tree trunks. I'd love to hear what you can see! :)
Thus far we have:
Mother Mary
A baby
A witch
A frog
A duck
A goblin
A lion
A moon
An old man or 3
A man
and my favorite comment so far...a penis with arms? You know who you are! ;)
I've posted quick cell phone shots for now, but once its dried and I figure out the best back mount it will be up for sale at the Etsy shop with detailed photos and description.
Thanks for your time...I hope you're having a happy start to December! (I am! It's been a long day full of physical exhaustion and pain, but man, oh man, there was SNOW!!! Yipee!)
Cheers,
Jen
So, in about 3 minutes from the time I sit down to write this post, my Blueverve Studio will be featured in the Photography Art section of Etsy. Wooohoo!
Ok, so this is actually a purchased spot, and not actually as cool as it would be if I had been placed up in a featured position because a webmaster at Etsy thought my store was the bomb-diggety, but that's ok. It's a step in the direction of getting noticed, and at this point, that's the best I can do. If you get a chance to stop by today (as yes, it is now past 12:00am on Thursday, December 2nd, 2010), be sure to let me know what you think of the prints I have posted thus far. I'm all ears for suggestions in terms of what you'd like to see more of (print sizes, types of photography, color schemes, multiple prints from a series for sale together at discounted rates, etc.).
Also, on a related note, last night I was able to finish up my first oil on wood, large scale painting. I'm pretty excited...it turned out pretty well for a first go. There's certainly a lot to take in, so give it a few moments to "speak to you." Its been pretty funny, most of the people who have seen it thus far in its various stages of completion have been very vocal about what they've seen hidden in the tree trunks. I'd love to hear what you can see! :)
Thus far we have:
Mother Mary
A baby
A witch
A frog
A duck
A goblin
A lion
A moon
An old man or 3
A man
and my favorite comment so far...a penis with arms? You know who you are! ;)
I've posted quick cell phone shots for now, but once its dried and I figure out the best back mount it will be up for sale at the Etsy shop with detailed photos and description.
Thanks for your time...I hope you're having a happy start to December! (I am! It's been a long day full of physical exhaustion and pain, but man, oh man, there was SNOW!!! Yipee!)
Cheers,
Jen
Monday, November 29, 2010
Blueverve Studio Opening!
Its Cyber Monday, a time for excessive online searching and maddening deals, so in the spirit of such wonderment, I'd like to announce the opening of my Etsy store, Blueverve Studio. Visit today and recieve 20% OFF of your order when you enter promo code "CyberMonday2010"!
Recently set up in order to better serve your purchasing needs, my shop will offer a wide range of fine art photography prints, fine art paintings, crafts, and handmade goods (all of which are original creations, of course). Right now there are various photography prints posted, ranging in price from $5.00 to $55.00 (for a set of 3 8x12 prints), so please take some time to peruse the goods! Many are set up to be printed upon order, so if you are looking for holiday gifts, please keep in mind that items listed as such will require an additional 3-5 days to arrive (so, somewhere between 6-12 days with shipping, in the United States).
I'm hoping to have some lovely oil on wood paintings up for purchase within the next week or so, and an additional acrylic painting or two as well, so keep checking in for those, as I'm not sure how long they will be around.
Thanks for your support...and happy shopping! I hope you enjoy Blueverve Studio, as well as all of the other stops along the way on your cyber journey today!
-Jen
Recently set up in order to better serve your purchasing needs, my shop will offer a wide range of fine art photography prints, fine art paintings, crafts, and handmade goods (all of which are original creations, of course). Right now there are various photography prints posted, ranging in price from $5.00 to $55.00 (for a set of 3 8x12 prints), so please take some time to peruse the goods! Many are set up to be printed upon order, so if you are looking for holiday gifts, please keep in mind that items listed as such will require an additional 3-5 days to arrive (so, somewhere between 6-12 days with shipping, in the United States).
I'm hoping to have some lovely oil on wood paintings up for purchase within the next week or so, and an additional acrylic painting or two as well, so keep checking in for those, as I'm not sure how long they will be around.
Thanks for your support...and happy shopping! I hope you enjoy Blueverve Studio, as well as all of the other stops along the way on your cyber journey today!
-Jen
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Not 24, not 26
I wonder what it might be like to have my youthful beauty back
To feel as though the world were easy, expansive and free
Too quickly fled the times of daydreaming and making up
And now I know my right to stand in defiance was more than justified
I wonder how it would feel, to walk around that track again
To feel as if the evening stars were always on my side
Too quickly all those memories fade and leave an empty nothingness
And now I know my arms reach out, wishing they were wings
I wonder what it might be like to dream on solid clouds again
To make reality stand still, in essence, while I write
Too quickly past the date time sped, racing towards tomorrow
And all the while here I stand, knowing I might find
To feel as though the world were easy, expansive and free
Too quickly fled the times of daydreaming and making up
And now I know my right to stand in defiance was more than justified
I wonder how it would feel, to walk around that track again
To feel as if the evening stars were always on my side
Too quickly all those memories fade and leave an empty nothingness
And now I know my arms reach out, wishing they were wings
I wonder what it might be like to dream on solid clouds again
To make reality stand still, in essence, while I write
Too quickly past the date time sped, racing towards tomorrow
And all the while here I stand, knowing I might find
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
The Hippos are Coming!
Never fear, the hippo blog will soon be here!
Its been a pretty busy extended weekend, jam-packed with adventure (Bristol Ren Fair, Key Lime Cove, and Six Flags), and surrounded by planning and decision making, so I'm a tad behind on the hippo post, as requested by Tav. BUT, I did some research this evening, and a post is forming, so hang tight, and there should be something pretty fun headed your way soon.
I hope you all had a lovely weekend and are enjoying a glamtastic week so far. Yup, glamtastic. Fictitious word of the day!
Cheerio!
Jen
Its been a pretty busy extended weekend, jam-packed with adventure (Bristol Ren Fair, Key Lime Cove, and Six Flags), and surrounded by planning and decision making, so I'm a tad behind on the hippo post, as requested by Tav. BUT, I did some research this evening, and a post is forming, so hang tight, and there should be something pretty fun headed your way soon.
I hope you all had a lovely weekend and are enjoying a glamtastic week so far. Yup, glamtastic. Fictitious word of the day!
Cheerio!
Jen
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Back to the World of Technology
So as Tavi begins his tour in the land of website testing and I dive headfirst back into finding something suitable and enjoyable to pursue (the shortfall of my trip's fund raising has lead me to take a step back and reconsider things, yet again), I find both of us encountering the joys of techno-land; the mystical universe in which things randomly reboot, auto-saves fail, and the very tools of your trade make it their daily goal to hate you. Yes, techno-land is a fun place. Surprise awaits you there, behind every string of code, around each browser window. It is a miracle so many of us organically sentient beings traverse this space and make it back to tell the tale.
Malfunctions and hiccups aside, it does feel quite nice to be making friends with my computer-savvy side again. I certainly don't claim to be IT Crowd status (although that show is Grrrrreat!), but the niche I have serves me well and after thousands of clams invested in the training that got me there, it is more than nice to be exercising the skill. AND, its something to write about. Working in techno-land always provides great little bits of inspiration for the Steam punk style screen play that I'm (still) writing.
But, writing is still sticky. It doesn't flow from me as it should...mostly from lack of inspiration these days. I feel I need a change, deep down in my soul. I have felt it for quite some time, and those of you who know me personally are no fool to that fact. So until it comes, I'm going to be open to suggestion. Starting now, until...well, we'll see how it goes...I'd like to try writing this blog based upon reader suggestion. You give me a topic...I'll research (or not, if not necessary) and write. Sound good?
Lets give it a go.
Suggestions, please?
-Jen
Malfunctions and hiccups aside, it does feel quite nice to be making friends with my computer-savvy side again. I certainly don't claim to be IT Crowd status (although that show is Grrrrreat!), but the niche I have serves me well and after thousands of clams invested in the training that got me there, it is more than nice to be exercising the skill. AND, its something to write about. Working in techno-land always provides great little bits of inspiration for the Steam punk style screen play that I'm (still) writing.
But, writing is still sticky. It doesn't flow from me as it should...mostly from lack of inspiration these days. I feel I need a change, deep down in my soul. I have felt it for quite some time, and those of you who know me personally are no fool to that fact. So until it comes, I'm going to be open to suggestion. Starting now, until...well, we'll see how it goes...I'd like to try writing this blog based upon reader suggestion. You give me a topic...I'll research (or not, if not necessary) and write. Sound good?
Lets give it a go.
Suggestions, please?
-Jen
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